Threesome

I can't hold on to two .

To hold on to one means I forsake the other and I'm tired of playing tug of war. I mean my hands are sore. Tired of forsaking my heart for yours. 

Staring in the mirror trying to convince Perfect that its flawless. Not realizing that your perfect regardless. 

He points out my fine lines, my blemish, the extra weight so under his voice my eminence diminish. 

 I can't hold on to two. To give into one means to neglect the other and I'm left empty. Now even I resent me. I keep neglecting the one who sent me. So I return to the position of grace. Bow my head and pray... Again.